long time gone.

when you feel that everything is going bad and you just cant don anything to make it better , stop look around you and you just will realise how easy was to reach the happines, but you couldn`t saw it because you where so worried to see the bad things that you didnt realise how happy you could be, for just seen the stars or just looking to the faces from the people you love.
i was like this for quite a long time, but something made me change , or someone.
i was having a really dificult time and one day where i never expected i knew this boy that made me change everything i knew everything y beleived before. and in that point that time
that place i could start to be happy again, and today im more happy than ever because y know he is here and he is going to stay, i know he is going to be my friend forever and when ever i need him he is going to be next to me, watching my back and that thing have no price at all.

all my life i said that i was strong  to do all my things alone, that i dont needed someone to be with me, but the really thing it was that i didn`t want to let someone go into my life, so i didn`t have to suffer if that person goes away but y realised that maybe y can suffer, but maybe y dont so i want to take the  risk and im going to play because if you dont play you dont have the chances to win. today i decide to go for it to try it , because at the end of the day i will now that i did my best and if this didn`t work it wasnt my fault , so i will sleep well and i know that i have all my life to fall and stand up, to learn to be happy and sad to love and hate and no one can take that to me , because everyone borns with that right.